Wednesday, February 01, 2006

This one's for the children

I'm realising more and more, just how much I've 'grown up' and how quickly time is passing by and life is coming at me. I never could imagine hearing myself declare that I'll be turning 27 this year (not that I didn't think i'd live this long!), but that time just seems to have come too fast!

me&elysiaCNY me&niece&halflings
(L) CNY w/ my Goddaughter Elysia. (R) With my half siblings and niece.

As time passes, I realise my responsibilities are varied. I'll be a Godfather in a few weeks time, and during this CNY, I got to see a niece of mine that I only met once before this; and coming to grips that I'm an uncle hasn't previously sunk in either! I see the people around me who used to be younger, and I see them with children and all, I know i'm getting OLD.

But these are all roles that I relish, irregardless how alien it initially feels. I've also improved, being around children, since I became a Christian. I definately am not ready to care for them on a full-time basis yet or handle them like a kindergarden teacher can, but at least they don't run away from me now, and I don't act like a total clueless idiot when they're around either :) Besides, being around them teaches me a lot about myself and it helps me better my personality. In short, they make me a better person.

me&CP&jocelyn
(L-R) My half-sister Chin Peng, the lil cutie niece of mine Jocelyn and me.